September 04, 2006 @11:18 PM
i. - how i feeling -. sighs.
if holding on is so painfull, wont letting it go be worse?
if i let it go, i will never know. because i let it go once, and regretted my life away.
so i shall hold on till the end.
till i let go not because my heart wants to, but because its the end everything.
excruciating it is. but it just dosent feel right.
its a monday full of blues. blues that wont go away, even on tues,wed and thurs. not even friday.
im making myself sick. self torture seems to be the only way to jolt me back into reality.
i duno what im blogging.
argh! i need to scream.
ineedtocryintosomeone'sembrace.
⥠you and i both loved