September 17, 2006 @3:33 PM
i just watched the notebook for the 348389473249872347824th time. and i cried this one time. great. i'm going to cry at any sad shows i'm going to watch. something's wrong with my tear ducts. i used to laugh or show no emotion at sad parts. i'm becoming a monster.
emotional i am getting, burning questions in my heart i have many.
very different things they are ; wanting to know the truth and knowing the truth.
what would it have been; i cant help but wonder.
to understand things that are beyond my understanding is frustrating.
slap me back into reality. everything's so blur.
i.. wish. im wishing. and i wished.
i
am such a bother to myself. i slept less than 4 hours last night. ha. please dont ask me if im ok ok? because, i am ok, and im not ok. it depends on what you want to hear.
ngoh m hoh yi sik, mm tak fän,ngoh sàm hou tung, nei yau mo ngoi ngoh.......? hou naan ming nor.. hai. ngoh m pat hou guo, lei ji mah...? ngoh hou seung hoi..
⥠you and i both loved
