September 17, 2006 @12:20 PM
hmms. wow. never knew church could be so powerful. i went with a weary heart. i came out with a more or less recharged one. so many things are just beyond one's control. so whats all the talk about having one's destiny is in one's own hands? i dont get it one bit. not a single bit.
hmms. i kept looking out for things that maybe telling me signs. somehow the message i did not get clearly, and i continue to try to digest some incomprehensible stuff. ha.
jm, thanks for callin me last night.. =) really appreciate it. next week we shall camp at either ur place or weiling place and talk and talk..
blah blah blah blah. results are crap. crap crap crap. passed all but all crap. crap crap. crap!!!! sighs. zz. jay's ting ma ma de hua is irritating.
i cant listen to jay's songs. i get more depressed. ha.
asmilecannolongerlastformorethan3secondsonmyfaceidontfeellikeeatingandicantsleep
wadshappeningtomewadshappeningtomeicrywheneverandwhereverihatethisstupidme.
ahahahahaha.imcrazyplskillmekillme.killmekillme.hahahaha. imnuts. yea everybody say it with me. im nuts!
⥠you and i both loved
