September 18, 2006 @9:49 PM
hmm." sometimes its just impossible to forget your ....... " reads the back of my book.
work was tiring and long. almost impossible to get through with a tired mind and a weak body.
i dont want to be like this. i barely survived the hours before lunch. i remember scurrying quietly to the washroom to regain some composure of myself. simply out of control. the music that played over the radio was not helping.. lunch was where i forced a few mouthfuls of my meal into my stomach. i didnt touch my breakfast one bit. drank a sip of coffee and froze under the aircon. my fingers rattled away on the keyboard while my mind drifted to the familiar place which used to emit comfort.
i wanted to find a spot. a spot where i could stop and comprehend all thats been happening. i searched desperately for one while trying to contain the outburst in me. somehow, i alighted at novena. and i walked staring at the ground without any constructive thoughts. i only looked up when i came to a road junction. i found myself at the place that could give me the ultimate solace and comfort for the soul. i walked up the huge stone steps and into the main sanctuary. i found a secluded spot and fell to my knees. for almost an hour i talked to Him. somehow, something led me back to You. and i know You will lead me out of this emotional turmoil. sighs.
the persuasion caught my eye. and i bought it almost instantly. difficult read i must say, but challenging.
sighs. i almost. really almost. but sighs. shoots.
⥠you and i both loved
