i woke up today and i told myself that i would get at least one productive thing done. and i DID! yea! although i did only one thing. but that one thing took me like 7 hours to complete! woo! i am so amazed at the amounts of junk i have! hahas. i found super old neo print books which contained pictures of me that can should never ever surface! oh my gosh. hahas. i found lotsa treasures as well.. but i trashed nearly 4/5 of the stuff on my table and in the drawers.. wow. now i have just enough space to put my books and my notes! yay. and FOR ONCE. my table is going to stay clutter free forever! (well, at least in my opinion.) haha. the sense of satisfaction that i get is just great. here's a picture of my room! =)

from last night, i promised to start my life anew- with God in it again. and today has been a good start. well, i've regained my faith in God, (too bad if you dont like reading about God.) sometimes, i just feel that since i respect every other religion, i think mine deserves the least respect that it should get. i get upset at comments made by people who say like" god again" or, other stuff they can come up with. maybe it was me that led one to think that "god has issues with people" or stuff like that. but people go through rough times with god and themselves you see, so it is normal for them to "hate" or "blame god". and it is not right for others to judge god because of what has happened to me.. hmm.. not sure how to really put it in decorated words, just know that sometimes, the things that mean nothing to you, means alot or has detrimental effect to someone else. =)