July 25, 2006 @9:03 PM
my beautiful disaster blogskin lasted only one day. =( sad case of it being seen too commonly every where. so forget it. change blogskin.
i'm bloggin with a super down mood.i made one decison that affected 2 lives today.
things happened. i was upset, we were upset the with the work attitudes of these people. sighs. it was a hard call. but we made our decision. we decided not to penalise them with a peer evaluation. i dont really know how to explain the circumstance. but somehow, i feel that God is askin me to forgive them, and let them be. i dont know. but before i made that decision today, i prayed in class asking for help. i finally decided to let go of it all.
some people say im stupid. some people tell me that since i did that, next time people dont do work dont complain. wtf. do you know how shitty i am feeling now? hai. whatever. its like. argh. im just so freaking fed up. i just needed to hear "i'm glad you did what you think was right" phrase from you.
conclusion: i should have just kept my mouth shut and dont expct too much in return.
when i heard that stupid response, i was totally pissed off. argh. argh argh.
damn. irritating! ahh.
im really disappointed. i'm just not going to go for audit tomorrow.
sometimes i just dont get what's goin thru your head. slowly i will cold, and die off. and when that happens, dont ask me why. because you asked for it.
anyway,no more tagboard. will/might put it back when i feel like it.
⥠you and i both loved
