July 19, 2006 @11:15 PM
it was suppoesd to be a really good day. but it was sadly plagued with
sian-ess and irritating things that make u really really angry. also upsetting things that just makes you lose the mood for anything. i guess this time its gettin like quite serious. because, even gettin a top i really liked from Zara and seeing my idol and gettin her autograph cant cheer me up. i know its something major. i wana tell someone about it. but i just cant seem to get the right words out from my mouth. i cant even articulate it to anyone. sadly, its been boggin me down these few days. im in such a confused state that i dont know what im doing. sighs. i have no mood for vitually anything. and i know this spells Serious with a capital S. hai. im tired. going to bed. sobx.
⥠you and i both loved
