July 03, 2006 @11:19 PM
i wonder why things have to turn out like that for me? i mean. if you have an open wound, would you chose to keep on disturbing with with hands full or germs, or bundle it up and leave it to heal? sighs.
i just dont get it. why cant i have my own personal space without * trying to invade it? why do * have to push me to the limit? make me feel so stressed up over stuff that's already over? why cant * just back down with some dignity? leave me alone to think. no point trying to speed up the process. because its not going to have a nice ending. its not going to be the ending * hoped for. its precisely of these actions that made me take a second look at my decision to confirm what i did was right. sighs.
it didn have to Deteriorate to what it is today. im sad to say. i dont know what people have said or are saying to *. but if * know me well and long enough. *should know i'm a person who hides feelings very well. and when it comes to work, its work, i dont let my personal feelings get in the way. because i know that its my responsibility to do that. i dont go pull long faces and be sad. i dont want the whole world to know that i've got issues. sighs. long week ahead.
i cant stand it when * have to act like that. go freaking piss me off with that "innocent" attitude. argh. i really cant stand it any longer. hai.
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sian. really sian. no more tears to cry. justleavemealone.
⥠you and i both loved
