July 16, 2006 @12:58 PM
[2006] 4 SLR 223 AMELIA C (IN DEPRESSION) V CHOO AND THE OTHERS. [2006]SGHC 128catchwordssuch a bad start to such a nice day. -sighs.-wth.-shouldnt have woken up.
hate it.-hate to be the one being thrown around by your anger.-
because i dont deserve this kind of treatment.-blood IS thicker than water.
yet i cant share nuts with you.-everything ends up in a quarrel in less thatn 3 sentences.
so dont blame me for not trying to share anything about my life with you.-because.
i cant. -its simply impossible.
holdings- my attemptsmy attempt to tell you i bought a new fake watch at 10 bucks,
cost me 2 hours of your lecturing.
my attempt to tell you about my personal life,
cost me in taking the blame for stuff's that happened for NOT listenin to you.
my attemptS to tell you i registered for my BTT.
cost me in feelin so inadequate and insufficient. so inferior.
and my many other attempts that failed so miserably.
judgement - Amelia Choo J1 so i have reluctantly forced myself to realise the fact that i CANNOT share anything with you.
because of that one simple fact where you would rather pick on unimportant stuff that would send me straight down to hell, then the little compliments or even words of encouragement
that i so yearn for. im looking for love at home. i dont seem to find any. it breaks my heart to
learn that i cant share anything with you. both good and bad. so please dont come around tellin me, pushin that very same " now you grow up dont wana share anything with me" sentence. because, i somehow promised myself that i will not do so. it is to save me the hurt and rejection
i get from you time to time.
2 maybe i should thank you for this kind of treatment. because i heard that in the real world, things are far worse then my comfy lil life now. but what the heck. aint i entitled to some love?
i cant stand your sacasm. the other* is just a freaking coward hiding behind materialistic things of the world. so what if we've lived off it* for many years now? i dont give a care. i really dont. because it is your main responsibility to do so. its not that im trying to be a bitch or somthing. i hate to bring the law in. but im under 21. and im a dependent. dependent on you to bring the bread home. i consider that i am living in semi poverty. where everything that i want i have to get it myself. with such a mere weekly allowance. wtf can i do with that? eat buy stuff? and pay bills? wow. i dont even think the best money manager can do so much with that LITTLE money.
i aint complainin. but pls. dont come and dish out spoonfuls of your shitty comments from time to time. im already up to HERE. with it. i cant take it anymore. i am envious of other people who are just average in wealth. but their parents are so give and take when it comes to money. they'd rather have their children be happy then fking piss them off the moment they step into the house. or better still, the moment they awake in the morning. sighs.
3 etbsrdfnei is gone. i would say, a mere "sham" or facade? yup. thanks to roerthb. i hav a channel and place to vent my frustrations.
judgement given for the plaintiff.
reported by amelia.
haha. wth. i never thought i would be quoting her.
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instead of finishin up my summary. i doing pointless blog entries. haha. wadever.
on a final note;
i shall quote M " its always better to depend on ourselves"
does that leave a sour taste in your mouth? oops. have a sweet then. CLORETS anyone?
