June 28, 2006 @9:51 PM
today. was a day filled with many events. many things took place and many things ended and also started.
it all started with MA presentation, which in my opinion was fine . thats all i'm going to say. i am so glad that its over. finally all my effort and endurance has paid off. YEAH.
damn, i am a nervous wreck. but i cant really help it if what actually happned make me worry so much. its a freaking 33 marks for the presentation. i'm not going to screw it up because of anyone or anything. again. responsibility comes into play here. i've been very taxed out lately, and i am not going to deny that i've been so absent minded lately. i realised that i dont see things that are right in front of me. and i go on looking for them! until i get so frustrated and angry.. haha.. anyway. i think its caused by stressed. and being over stressed.
i broke down this morning. i couldnt help it. my eyes were all red and i was still shaking from that fear that was bounding up in me. sigh. i think it would be pointless to go pin point the fault now. lets just let the results do the talking. i am sleepy. once im done with my AFA im going to sleep. i have a really really long day tomorrow. got rehearsal and all.. sianz man.. haha..
ya. i dont feel silly cos i broke down this morning. i just know that i've learnt a lesson- you've got to stay strong and calm during a crisis to overcome it.
anyway. i've "seen" another type of person through *it. and Haha. next time i wont be so soft hearted to let u bully me!!! HAHA.
zzz. the rest of the day comprised of a 6 hour stretch of afa pia-ing. and WISP proj straight after that. zzz.
for me my life is now, proj, lesson, proj, eat, a lil slp, proj proj and more proj..
cant wait for projects to be over... i wana go out!!!!!!!
heh.. looking forward to friday!! weiling's bdae!! hehe..
okies.. im going to hit the sack.. so so so tireddddddd...
⥠you and i both loved
