May 09, 2006 @12:26 AM
u think i'm childish. u think i'm imature. u think im everything i'm not. u just think. think think think.
why cant u just be more mature? act YOUR age. u keep acting like a freaking mad kid. you keep saying things that dont make sense. time is running out. but no one's getting to the finish line. we've stopped somewhere after the midway mark. and i dont really know where to go from here. because i've been taught to use my head to think, not my heart. somehow, its easier said then done.
its like that every 2-3 days. i cant seem to hold on anymore. for me it seems to be heck care mentality. i'm so sick of facing the same issues that i just let it go. just let it go. go go. sighs.
i wish i wish i wished. but wishes are only wishes.
loong hectic 4 day week ahead. trying to stay alive.
⥠you and i both loved