sighs. im choked up with a thousand different emotions.. i have no idea what i want to say. because i dont know how to best describe how i'm feeling. suddenly i feel a sense of betrayal. a sense of hurt , a sense of being stabbed in the back. it just reminds me of this song by Natalie Imbruglia.

Torn

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm
He came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right
i Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light
its crawled beneath my veins
And now I don't care
I had no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn


There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake
And I can see
The perfect sky is torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn.

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nothing else to say . pls dont comment on this post. i'm just fucking irritated with the way some people act. sorry its going to affect everyone. because i'm not a perfect being, i wont hide my emotions just to pretend nothing's wrong. maybe all i need to trust in is fate and destiny. maybe that will help me decide what lies ahead of me.

"oh ya. i dont think its funny to take other people's pictures without permission
and keeping them as ur own. i seriously dont think its funny. there are just
some things that cant be trifled with. really. i'm fucking pissed off. because i
dont think its funny. i can be friendly and all. but there's a limit to what i
can take. and this, i cannot. if u think i'm too sensitive, i'm sorry but i
guess this is the way i react when i feel that my personal space is being
intruded. it may offend you when u read this. sorry. but on some things i got to
make my stand clear. because i dont want to seem like a push over. maybe you may
think i'm an unreasonable bitch.but i simply cant ignore these without getting
upset. try putting yourself in my shoes. go online and suddenly discover all
these. how would you feel? there's a limit to what i can take, second time i'm
emphasizing this."

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bah. whatever.

♥ you and i both loved

amelia

aquarius/capricon. 9teen. NP acc yr 3.


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