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May 28, 2006 @9:32 PM
its quite disturbing when you know that you've got alot to do and simply have not enought time to do them. its also very disturbing when you know you've got an easy test the next day, and have simply no motivation to study for it.the most disturbing thing is that you know that something is there, but you just cant see it, you only sense it. i starting to feel really lonely in school. and i know next sem's going to get worse. however much you assure me. deep in my heart. i know. i will never forget that gruelling 1 hour lunch break on friday. it was simply hell. really, in my wildest dreams, i never thought that i would end up with the sorriest people. fuck. sighs. i really am feeling so upset. to A*, if u knew i was taking that seat, couldnt you have mentioned something to that person seated beside me not to just dump all your fucking filthy stuff on my file and jacket? WTF sia. and to that person who was sitting beside me, maybe you should attend some etiquette courses, and go back to learn what civics and moral education is. seriously, from what i see in class, you aint smart, you aint that good looking either. so what the fuck are you??? damn. and who fucking leaves the table when ONE of your friends are still eating. im like just so baffled for words. i'd rather lunch with the canteen cleaners who'd have more morals then al of you put together. fuck you all. whatever you are. its at times like these where people realise and thank god for stuff they have. for me, its my very good friends whom i met way back in year1. they seriously made poly life a whole bunch easier. =) oh wells. im done for. going back to my books. bah.
⥠you and i both loved
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