only the weekend's left of my holidays. simply depressing! many weeks of slacking at home finally over. i cant really belive it. so many things have happened during the past weeks, both good and bad. its going to be a new experience when the new school term starts. new class. new faces. gotta adapt again.. =(
maybe its the fact that too many unsuccessful attempts at almost anything has made me feel that i'm virtually bad at everything i do. and it has somehow moulded my thoughts and way i think. i used to be an ambitious person, with aims and dreams. now, i feel as if i'm a struggling swimmer- trying to keep my head above the surface as well as move forward to pass that mark. i think i've choked on the water too many times, even nearly drowned on a few occasions. so that is why, when i see a floating log nearby, i grab it with hopes that it would drift me forward somehow. but now. i've lost hold of the log because of that dumb weeds that trapped my leg. (too complicated to comprehend? i think only i will understand)
i am a nineteen year old, with a dream thats almost impossible to fufill.
i watch my "little bride" (xin niang shi ba shui). watch it and maybe you'll understand how i feel. the female lead somehow reminds me of myself. the only difference is that the female lead was bethrothed to her grandfather's best friend's grandson. yea. if im not wrong, this korean drama is being aired on channel U, mondays and tuesdays. if i'm not mistaken. i have just finished watching the entire series within 24 hours. it made me cry, and laugh as well.
anyway, im just curious. blogs are meant to be "your own" arent they? well. however a blogger choses to express his/her thoughts is their freedom. and if i didn like the way they blogged. then i wouldn read their blog. right? ok. at least i got that part right. dont be so critical! it might upset others!
oh wells. yesterday we FINALLY had our little gathering. nothing fancy. just spent lotsa time at food court eating and talking. and also freezing our butts off. jiaming, dolores and i decided to take neo prints! one of our hobbies during our secondary school days. i wanted to bring my digi cam.. but my bro had to use it that day.. so.. neoprints!! wee! should i go pluck my eyebrows?? haha.
its not very clear though. lousy cam. hee.
⥠you and i both loved
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