first day of school. this time, i'm year 3 already. whoopie. oh wells. maybe it isnt easy to try take that one step. but it isnt that hard either. its just a matter of if you want to or not.

class today was alright. i'm just not in the mood for long and detailed elborations.

felt happy for the first time in quite a long while. my pals are still with me. i know. =) somehow i'm quite lost for words for this entry. somethings just cannot be put into words you know. its a feeling that is so mixed. u feel happy, glad, touched, encouraged and alot of other things i cant seem to figure out. thanks to the people who in one way or another have made this step easier for me to take.

in the evening we had mass* held at my grandma's place. kinda squeazy for abt 25 people in the living room of a 4 room flat. hmm. quite an experience i must say. because i have only experienced mass held in a church. oh. this mass was done with the intention of praying for the sick( my grandma).

*mass-> a service held in celebration of the eucharist**
**eucharist-> is the whole procedure where we remember how Jesus sacrificed himself for us.

wells. guess many still wont get what i'm talking about. its ok!
sometimes i just wish i had my faith back. so i can believe in god again. but i've learnt something. once faith in something is lost. it takes a fairly longer time and amount of trust to rebuild it. it aint that easy. i'm still trying. its really hard though.

i'm going to bed now. feeling tired.

11am tml= majong session at GZ's place. hee. so =.="""

♥ you and i both loved

amelia

aquarius/capricon. 9teen. NP acc yr 3.


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