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April 18, 2006 @4:22 PM

dont really have much to say these few days. jus that i'm feeling quite down that school's starting so soon. the feeling isnt there anymore. the determination i used to have in me is somewhat gone. i dont care if people see me as "weak". i dont really care anymore. everyday i just keep thinking. too many thoughts. sometimes. i just wana give up. i need a new sense of energy to keep me going.

oh wells. big plans were just meant for dreaming.

i regret not doing the thing im good at. instead i chose something which i had to learn from scratch. i regret. really regret. sighs. if only i could turn back the time.

i know alot of people will tell me not to regret in life. but, if there's no regrets, its not life. everyone has regrets. these are mine. until the day i can let go fo these regrets. they will still be regrets for me.

hmm. what am i talking about. nahh. jus some stuff that make sense to me only.

bahh. sorry if im cold and unwilling to help. but i just cant even handle myself. so i dont wana make things worse.

♥ you and i both loved

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