March 24, 2006 @10:42 AM
i knew this day would come and screw my life up.
failed MA.
FUCKKKKK.
lgl.
bitch.
sighs.
million thoughts runnin through my head.
i hav never fallen and hit the ground so badly.
i dont know if i can get back up.
sighs.
and now i start to pray and hope.
that the review wil be a miracle.
the F will change into a D.
wtf.
wtf
wtfwtfwtfwtf
wtf
wtf
wtf
wtf
wtf
wtf.
im angry with myself.
im angry that after all that effort i put in.
i stil didn make it.
not im 2 months attatchment.
and i duno what else .
ppl tell me to work harder.
tks. i know ur kind intentions.
but to tell a person to work harder when u see the final result
isnt reali helpin much.
wad i need now.
is for someone to throw me off a bloody building.
after u knock me out.
i duno how to face myself.
i duno how to face the world.
i duno what ppl will think of me
i duno what to think of myself.
i let m parents down.
i let myself down.
is it my fault?
is it my fault that i didnt pass?
SCREW THAT BITCH.
im getting wierder.
sighs.
i dun feel like goin to the chalet anymore.
even if i do.
i'll jus b sittin in the corner. starin into space.
dampening the whole mood.
wtf.
i am so screwed.
⥠you and i both loved
