bloggin is the perfect thing for me to do when im angry.

i cant believe u said that.

i cant believe how insensitive u are to my feelings.

damn.

fck.

sighs.

i reali duno what the hell this is.

life sux.

and whats all that jazz about cherishing?

sometimes.

i wish i had a memory that would last only one day.

one day would be fine. so that even if anything bad

happens. i wont remember anything the next.

i wish. i could only keep the things i wana remember.

forget the bad.

im not a happy person.

i sulk all the time.

when im on the bus or trains alone.

i find myself staring into space thinking.

every drop of tear that wells us in my tear ducts

are forcfully held in there.

i pretend so well.

i am pretending so well.

everytime i wana breakdown.

i tell myself. i wont. i cant. i must survive.

after many years of self borne pain.

its finally taking its toll on me.

a dam that has been forced with too much water.

when the pressurel gets too great.

it will cause cracks in the wall.

it will continue to hold the water.

but not for long before the walls crash and crumble.

it'll jus be broken then.

i'll jus be a broken person then.

sighs.

its reali wierd how i can be happy and sad at the same time.

its like u climb to the top of the building.

and with a strong gust of wind. u fall right to the bottom.


there goes my happy day.

i keep wanting to be things i cant be.

i keep wanting things that i cant want.

i keep keeping things that i cant keep.

i keep saying things i dun wana say.

i keep seeing things i dont wana see.

sian sian sinan.


jiaming. we reali need to meet up soon.

got so much to talk about.
hahas.

♥ you and i both loved

amelia

aquarius/capricon. 9teen. NP acc yr 3.


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