February 06, 2006 @11:03 PM
mixed. so mixed. i duno what im feeling now.
feeling so mixed and confused.
i hate 2006
i reali hate it.
this has by far been the mose screwed up year in my life.
even though i have just lived 37 days in the new year.
it has been sucky 37/37 days.
nothing good has come.
really. i think the world shld jus stay away from me.
i dun wana jinx u or somthing
im gg to get back MA on fri.
and i think i either jus pass or will fail
reali damn shi bai. shi bai until cannot make it.
my brain's jus a disaster.
hai.
WHAT KIND OF FUCKING SHIT LIFE IS THIS!!!!??????
IM A FUCKIN BORN LOSER.
DAMNIT.
i really want to cry.
but there are no tears.
as i smile, jus camouflages the fears.
sighs.
⥠you and i both loved