February 08, 2006 @9:34 PM
life. the price u have to pay for is just priceless.i dont want to come to that day. i reali dont want to.beacuse i wont be able to take it.lossits just an irreplacable part in the heart.no matter how long it has been. it really is like the loss of your right hand.hurtthe feeling of your heart being shattered into a million pieces.just looking at it hurts.but the most unbearable one is looking at the person u love dearly getting hurt.the bitter feeling jus wrenches in you for the longest time.hateit is when u know instantly that u will notforgive the person no matter how hard you try.when you know that what a person has just reached the beyond redemption zone with you.peacewhen u close your eyes and feel everything is serene and quiet.a place where your mind can be at ease and feel comforted.fucking bastards.people who are just simply the most disrespectful. full of them selves shit.they eat shit. drink shit n live shit lives.i am ashamed to be part of your "family" its over. but the wounds will never heal.karma. what goes around comes around.people who read this blog. im a lil unstable now. or mayb alot.because. i reali duno how to handle such stuff.too much is going on for me to take.
⥠you and i both loved
