January 27, 2006 @11:44 PM
today. what i projected to turn out as GOOD or EXCELLENT.basically. everything that could go wrong. went wrong.sighs. i still cant get over the incident.it seems like a nightmare. when i suddenly float away from the thoughts of the world.i can hear those things ringin in my head.its awful. the comfort from the source seems to be kind yet cruel at the same time.i can conclude, the worst feeling in the world is to see ur friend in need, but im suffocated by the lack of knowledge, that no sound comes out when attempt to speak.sigh. i duno what to say. i duno what to do. its over. but is it really?is it? damn. hai.ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHH....im so DAAMN DAMNNNNNNN .... ahh.. duno ah.. siannnnnn.....what a GREAT CNY man.tks. wtf. screwed life plan. thats what u haf for me.jus when i tot i cld place my trust in u, start believin that there IS a GOD.u blew it man. u simply blew it.great man.. mayb u'd be esctatic when i fail yr 2 n repeat it. then drop out right.sighs. banish me to hell. cos thats heaven. urs is hell.
⥠you and i both loved
