August 19, 2005 @10:13 PM
sighs. mayb im just extra sensitive. butss..jus now, i got out of the shower to find my mom staring furiously at me.i was thinking " wtf, why she starin at me like that??"then, she lashed out at me about this skirt.i bought this skirt fr candle abt a week ago. for $32 bucks.which i thought was quite ex. but it was ok cos it was gg to last me a long time. sighs, back to my mom. she screamed at me and asked me to go put on the skirt to let her see how short it was..when i put it on, i felt that the skirt had shrunk so much, i cldn even wear it at hip level.really, at that moment, i really wanted to cry. i felt so cheated. im not the very well off type who cld go shoppin with loads of money in my pocket kind..im the type who wld hav to not eat so that i wld hav more cash to spend if wanted ot buy something; i saved to buy that skirt. i reali reali liked it.but my mom jus forbade me to ever wear it again. she says im askin for too much trouble. argh. wtf. its jus a shorter skirt.basically im reali upset la.. so upset i tink im gg bac to the shop to make loads of noise.. cos money dun come easy.im not gg to jus wear it once n let it hang in my cupboard..let alone allow my mom to convert it into a handbag..which is like sooo nuts. cos i'l jus get upset everytime i see the skirtbag.damn. such such a disappontiment.sad sad sad. very upset. xing tong for my money ah!!!!!so ppl. BEFORE u buy clothes. always ask"WILL THE CLOTHES SHRINK AFTER WASH???"dun end up like me..
life jus sucks for me.
one moment its high flying. next its jus plunged straight into the dumpster.
fucking sianz la.
im jus so sick of my life. if u're not gg to make me THE ONE.
then jus tell me. spare me all the unecessary pain. i alr feel damn crappy.
of all ppl u dun noe? wtf. do u reali noe me at all??
or r u jus some imposter. playin ard. hate shitty ppl. those without a sense of responsibility.
those who let friends climb all over their head. but not me.
they're jus fuckin makin use of u lo.
damn it la.
i guess. i must somehow learn how to stand on my own feet. by myself. before the time comes when u'll jus leave me all alone. at least i'll know what to do then.
thanks.
⥠you and i both loved
