August 25, 2005 @10:56 PM
hai. sometimes, i reali duno what the fuckin hell i am doing.sianz. i jus screw up everything.haisianz. im jus simply in the dumps now. hai.feel like crying. but then i duno whats e use anymore.am i wrong?u've condtioned me. its not my fault.u made me think this way. how the fucking hell would i have known?and u get so fucking sensitive abt it.tryin to compete with me see who has more entries or smthign?damn it la. i think the thing's screwed. basically i think an idea like that wont work out.im not a genuis. cos it simply wouldn interest me.f la. damnit. fuckin selfish of u.i know im wrong to doubt u.but how can u blame me when u haven been doing this all along?u nv mentioned it to me. u even asked me to help u do! of course i'll fuckin think that u didnt do it urself right.argh. damnit la. jus kill me. jusssssssssssss sooooooooooooooo aaaaaaagnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!
⥠you and i both loved
