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April 21, 2005 @10:13 PM

sometimes.
i just wish i had some chronic illness.
like cancer.
or lukemia.
i'rd rather take the pain.
jus to feel that im cherished.
to feel that im loved.
even if the love and care were all out of sympathy.
yes.
i've tried everything.
will it help?
by knowing that i wn have much longer to live?
will people actually notice and cherish my presence?
at all?
sighs.
many ppl who have such illnesses.
wish they didnt have them.
well.
i'd gladly take their illnesses.
physical pain aint nothing.
aint nothing compared to emotional pain.
why am i always the joke?
is this god's plan for me??
sighs.
(.-_-.)
sometimes.
now it's all the time.
im so childish.
because im so tired of being grown up.
im so tired.
tired.

♥ you and i both loved

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