sing of the magic that was about you and me

March 08, 2005 @3:37 PM

im in school now.
it hasnt been a great day at all.
well
i came to school.
and guess what.
everyone's done with MYOB.
or almost nearly done.
me?
well
im done.
till the part where i have to do bank rec and stuff
yupp.
jus now.
gj went with me to print.
but then
we discovered that there were many mistakes.
my balance was a net loss.
everyone got a net profit.
even after minusing off the difff ininventory.
the difference was still far off.
shoots.
i still feel so screwed la.
shit.
a simple assignment and i cant even do it.
and with the help of everyone.
i stil cant do it well.
sighs.
perhaps im really in the wrong course.
argh.
im gg crazy.
there's stll bstats coming up.
and im stil quite blur and unfamilar with the concepts.
what am i gg to do?
see.
im here sufffering.
but the one hu sit above doesnt even bother abt me.
sighs.
anybodys else has a God that works?
intro to me lei
i think only god can save me now.
wow.
ya.
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any how.
this morning as i was on the way to school
i suddely thought about things i never thought of before.
like what if i was on 74 and while it was making a sharp turn,
the bus toppled?
what wld happen?
and if the bus was hijacked.
and my final destination was not NP??
what if i was kidnapped?
then like SPEED 2?
i jus wished something like that happened in singapore.
its too daaaarrrrn boring.
or.
if i just were in another course like ???
i duno man.
stuff like these ekpt poppin up in ma mind.
u know.
like a computer that's infected with spyware.
then those stupid pop ups jus keep showing perpetually?
hahas.
suddenly i feel i can speak gibberish.
cos no one understands what i say.
hmmm.
if only i could scream FUCK YOU
at every single bus or thing that goes by without being heard
when i was upset.
and if only i could beat myself up and then self heal my injuries later
if i needed a punching bag.
if onlys.. they're all If ONLYs...
i should probably stop dreaming and get back to fucking reality
where it reali stinks.
but well
i guess thats just life.
the shitty part though.
guess i mus gif credit to the finer and better things in life that
made it less sucky.
yea.
oh wells.

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i actually wanted to go to someplace quiet to cool down and chill.
i think im reali too stressed.
weee..
one moment i can cry.
and the next moment i am laughing.
when i cry.
i dun feel sad.
when i laugh i dun feel happy.
whatssupwith that? huh?
any psychologist(xin li yi shen) willing to help me?
weeeeeee...
argh.
hmm.
i never thought it would happen to me.
but i think im sinking deeper and deeper into my own grave.
yea.
weee..
i cant cope.
cant floaatttt.
wee...
gg under...
hahas.
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crazzzzzzzzzzziiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
ooooouuuuuuuuttttttttttttt oooooffffffffff mmmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyy
mmmmmmmiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!

â¥ you and i both loved

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