February 22, 2005 @11:06 PM
hmm...sometimes i dun understand.why do things just have to happen all at the same time.im already so bogged with stuff. LMS, OCom, ffa, argh.. so many other things.. and..sigh..reeali.. im so so so upset with the one who sits up there on his throneshaking his leg.the one who calls himself god.will someone who claims his love is so greatbear to see his people suffer?ppl say he's an awesome god. im not too sure about that.i tried to believe.but i felt i blindly believed.now, not only did he give me this.wat has he done to my mother?who had put all her faith and hope in him?right.. its her cross to bear. butwhat rubbish? any difficultly is a fucking cross to bear.wtf??its jus a load of rubbish.sigh.i jus hope the docs wun slack anymorecome out with the report we're all dying to know of.argh.this wait is so tiring.im so tired.i can fall asleep on my dinner.sighs.drained.anyway.i wld jus like to thank my frensZhi, Fang, nura,Guo Jiefor all giving me the much needed support.i duno what i'd have done with out ur help.last but not least.thank u my dear dear jamesu've been down everyday to the hospital to visit my mom i reali appreciate that dear.reali.thanks. give me time k?i promise i'll change.i hope tml will be a better day.
⥠you and i both loved
