November 01, 2004 @8:48 AM
so boring!!!! argh... goin to be bored to death.. feel so wierd stayin home the whole weekend.. sianx.. no $ and no where to go anyway.. sianx.. haha.. wells.. i've been online the whole day todaay.. on the phone for a while then online.. then online.. online online.. argh.. boring weekend again... mmm... tml can work liao! yay! haha.. cool..
i realli wana go Jolin or Jay Concert..
i wan
i wan
I WAN
hahahahahhahhaah..
...im crazy..
sigh.. sometimes.. its best not to know some things.. sigh.. why cant guys who hav girlfriends treasure what they already have, instead of breaking more hearts? sigh.. why? all the deceit ?
to:
T.W.L
i regret having added u
i regret having known u
i regret giving u my number
i regret this whole fabricated friendship
it was a lie
cards and bears mean nothing
if you dont mean a thing
if u just intended for a fling
i just wish
for u
to leave me be
dont follow me
the trust has shattered
nothing else would hav mattered
the reason is simple
for why u hav no where to lay ur heart
u cant be trusted
ur love runs from one to another
no one wil trust
look in the mirror
deep into ur soul
search for the truth
u will know
how scum u've been
i've got no more to say
speechless
cheated
sad
frustrated
angered
.....
⥠you and i both loved